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- Lewellynthedolphin
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Mmm, thats quite icky... I dont particularily like thngs like that... *mumble* I thjink I'm just gonna leave that subject alone....
~Lewwy.
~Lewwy.
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
- Okubyo_kitsune
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ok...that's fine....what does your siggy mean...?
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
- Phoenix_feathers
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^_^ *feels special* you rock lewwy!lewellynthedolphin wrote:hehe, Hope is the greatest.... just spent like... 3 or 4 hours on the phone to her...*giggle* and now i'm in desperate need of coffee. How did you sugar buying exercise go, kitsune? ^_^
~lewwy
*nods* i dont like talking about that topic coz something like that happened with one of my really close friends when she was really young and now she's become a little over the top....
"You are extremely afraid of any kind of initial contact aren't you? Are you that afraid of other people? I know that by keeping others at a distance you avoid a betrayal of your trust. But while you may not be hurt that way, you mustn't forget that you must endure the loneliness. Man can never completely erase this sadness, because all men are fundamentally alone. Pain is something that man must endure in his heart. And since the heart feels pain so easily some believe life is pain." ~Neon Genesis Evangelion: Death and Rebirth


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Mmm... My signature is just something I took from a story i started writing a few weeks ago. I keep meaning to change it. the link to the story is in the challenge thread... You may not want to read it though kit.... It's very graphic...
I'm sorry about your friend Hope. *hugs you tightly* I'm just uncomfortable talking to people about things like that. I'm just a little broody at the moment. *snuggles everyone* sorry to anyone I've upset lately.
~lewwy
I'm sorry about your friend Hope. *hugs you tightly* I'm just uncomfortable talking to people about things like that. I'm just a little broody at the moment. *snuggles everyone* sorry to anyone I've upset lately.
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
- Phoenix_feathers
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ahhh i think shes getting better now- she's seeing therapists now so hopefully she's getting better *pokes and hugs back* you couldn't upset anyone! youre just too adorable!!! ^_^ 
"You are extremely afraid of any kind of initial contact aren't you? Are you that afraid of other people? I know that by keeping others at a distance you avoid a betrayal of your trust. But while you may not be hurt that way, you mustn't forget that you must endure the loneliness. Man can never completely erase this sadness, because all men are fundamentally alone. Pain is something that man must endure in his heart. And since the heart feels pain so easily some believe life is pain." ~Neon Genesis Evangelion: Death and Rebirth


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Erm... I did upset a few people... *sighs softly* I suck. And It's good to know your friends getting help for that. *smile* *snuggles hope* Your a sweetie hope. We're all very lucky to know you. Atleast i think so.
~Lewwy
~Lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
- Phoenix_feathers
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awww thankyou! *snuggles* youre so sweet!! ^_^ hehe youre making me blush again!! ^_^ i hope you feel better though! *hugs tightly*
"You are extremely afraid of any kind of initial contact aren't you? Are you that afraid of other people? I know that by keeping others at a distance you avoid a betrayal of your trust. But while you may not be hurt that way, you mustn't forget that you must endure the loneliness. Man can never completely erase this sadness, because all men are fundamentally alone. Pain is something that man must endure in his heart. And since the heart feels pain so easily some believe life is pain." ~Neon Genesis Evangelion: Death and Rebirth


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- Okubyo_kitsune
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*smiles slightly* you two seem like very good friends....and hope? therapists are evil people who think they can 'fix your probles', but in reality only want your money. I've learned this the hard way.
Lewwy- is it graphic is a sence of yaoi-graphic, or rape/angst-graphic? I do not mind either one...
Lewwy- is it graphic is a sence of yaoi-graphic, or rape/angst-graphic? I do not mind either one...
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The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
If it's a little kid, it would be pedophilia and rape... *shivers* I don't want to think about it either.
Hope, I'm really sorry about your friend... I hope she keeps recovering.
And Kitsune... You're one of many on this forum who have had bad experiences with therapists... but there are bad ones and good ones. ideally, they should be there to help you through your problems, if you can be helped. But sometimes, friends are even better than therapists... I dunno. I have a psychiatrist who has helped me through some rough times.
Anyway, about Lewwy's story... (you called him struck, hehe) it's graphic yaoiwise, and it's angsty. It's quite good though. It's an Arcana fanfic! In that thread ("here's an arcana challenge for you!) there are other answers to challenges... you should read them if you haven't. I have one in there...
~Sara
Hope, I'm really sorry about your friend... I hope she keeps recovering.
And Kitsune... You're one of many on this forum who have had bad experiences with therapists... but there are bad ones and good ones. ideally, they should be there to help you through your problems, if you can be helped. But sometimes, friends are even better than therapists... I dunno. I have a psychiatrist who has helped me through some rough times.
Anyway, about Lewwy's story... (you called him struck, hehe) it's graphic yaoiwise, and it's angsty. It's quite good though. It's an Arcana fanfic! In that thread ("here's an arcana challenge for you!) there are other answers to challenges... you should read them if you haven't. I have one in there...
~Sara
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- Okubyo_kitsune
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well damn....didn't mean to call him that....I edited it....I think I'll go and read it...
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
- Master killer
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and i totally missed all this talk about therapists but that are not evil people..........they are arsholes i went to one session.........murder could not of described the feeling i had
All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day!
Everythings gonna work out i have never felt so great!
life isn't like this
Everythings gonna work out i have never felt so great!
life isn't like this
- Kamikaze Kira
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Yes, Lewwy's story is awesome!
Master, it seems like most of the people here are in that same boat, bad therapist experiences... it's a shame, really.
~Sara
Master, it seems like most of the people here are in that same boat, bad therapist experiences... it's a shame, really.
~Sara
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- Lewellynthedolphin
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well, seeming as I have today off school, and very few people are talking to me at the moment, I think I'll write another handful of chapters, and post them tonight before i go to bed. *snuggles* check throughout the day, as i might post them, when I'm done writing... (I may also format the story i have posted and change it a little. and yeah... the 3rd chapter was actually part of Kira's christmas present... though i still havent gotten mine off her... and it's febuary now. *tease kira* I'll start writing after i have a bite to eat (I havent really eaten since sunday) and some coffee... and go buy some school books. *snuggles everyone*
and kit, yeah, it's graphic yaoi, with some mild M/S (Master/slave) coming up. *stretches tiredly*
~lewwy
and kit, yeah, it's graphic yaoi, with some mild M/S (Master/slave) coming up. *stretches tiredly*
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
- Okubyo_kitsune
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ok...i read it...it was good....i liked it...
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
- Lewellynthedolphin
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Hehe. Thanks. I dont think it's very good though.... I might take it all down and rewrite some of it. *snuggles* But i'll do that later in the month.... for now, it can stay like it is. *huggers* *goes to get dressed to do a bit of shopping before he rings someone*
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
It is good! I like it a lot, sure it has some problems, but over all it's very well written. I wish you the best with it, you do have talent!
~Sara
~Sara
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- Lewellynthedolphin
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one word: noidontsarastoplieingicantwriteforpeanuts. *giggle* alright, many words combined into one. *duck* *flees* I just got done buying the stuff i need for school this week. folder, paper, a few pens and 2 books... should keep me settled for school... did mean i couldnt buy headphones though. *slump* damn it, why did i give away my spare set?
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
- Okubyo_kitsune
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school....is hell....i hate it....sucks majorly....but i wish you all the best lewwy. I hope you do well and make a lot of new friends...
As for your writing skills, for you do have them, don't feel so down. You're good. Be happy that you're good...at least you don't suck and think you're awsome. I hate authors like that....
As for your writing skills, for you do have them, don't feel so down. You're good. Be happy that you're good...at least you don't suck and think you're awsome. I hate authors like that....
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...