Kelly? I'm just wondering...

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 1:13 am

how is akari
love is the think some people wake up for in the morning
make people who are suicidel want to live

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:14 am

Akari is hurt...
she doesn't belive in love...
people who want love don't even know what it is...

Struck3xbylightning · Post by **Struck3xbylightning** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:20 am

I am sorry you feel that way Akari. Love is such a precious thing, rare to find, easy to lose. its funny what people think love is. a friend of mine says he loves his girlfriend. in truth he really only loves what they do together. He has no real feelings for her at all. I wish he could have felt the love I once had.

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:36 am

To me love is an abstract consept. People don't know what love is....they only know lust, which they think is love. They have no notion of love, just attraction...Love is a lie the ancients made up to make us feel better about lust....

Struck3xbylightning · Post by **Struck3xbylightning** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:49 am

I dont believe that. truly i dont

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:53 am

...That's fine. I do...

Struck3xbylightning · Post by **Struck3xbylightning** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:04 am

Love exists on so many levels Akari. Love also has many meanings for different people. Love can be used the wrong way and feelings can be abused to get that. Not all people are like that akari and not all people will use you. to them, what they recognise to be love, isnt. What does love mean to you? when you know what that is, search for it in someone. You may surprise yourself when you find it. Dont tell others what you look for in love. People can use that and agree to get what they want from you.

Its a secret for your soul only, to be shared with someone emotionally ( not told to them)

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:06 am

well i love you and this cant be lust as i havnt seen you

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:17 am

...I can't love anyone if i'm not loved...the only one i care for is my sister, but she's in more pain than i am...

Struck3xbylightning · Post by **Struck3xbylightning** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:20 am

you wont be able to love anyone until you love yourself. If your sister is in pain can we help in any way?

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:25 am

well love comes from the inside

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:25 am

no...I can't even help...and it hurts...everything does. my whole fucking life hurts. That's why it's gone. That's why they're leaving us...

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:26 am

whos leaving you

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:28 am

mum and da...I overheard them talking...they're going to put us back up for adoption...They don't want sissy, and they know I'll never leave her...so they're leaving us...

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:32 am

*hugs akari* then they dont deseve you. you are one of the kindest most amazinest well culched plushie giverer outerer i know

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:34 am

It's not me they don't want. It's sissy...but I can't leave her! I don't want to! I'm all she has left...

Master killer · Post by **Master killer** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:36 am

i cant say i know your sissy but if shes anything like you she must be an angle

Struck3xbylightning · Post by **Struck3xbylightning** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:40 am

did they say that just to hurt your feelings? or do they really mean it?

Akari_usagi · Post by **Akari_usagi** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 11:04 am

why would they want to hurt my feelings? They didn't even know I was there! I was soppoused to be in bed, but |I couldn't sleep and was going to the kitchen to get some water, and I heard them talking...it's no lie...we're going away somewhere...I just hope wherever we go sissy will be happy...

Damned · Post by **Damned** » Fri Nov 05, 2004 10:50 pm

*huggles Akari* It'll be okay, whatever happens you'll always have us to talk to. *hugs Akari again* Master's right, if Rai-Rai's anything like you, she's an angel and you are the kindest plushie giving, amazing, angelic girl. *nods*