The beginning of this is the sort of thing that should go in the Happy thread, but I'm dumb
For the first time I have two days off in a row from work (I'm discounting the days off from the storm because every morning I woke up anyway in case I needed to go in despite the fucking hurricane), I'm at the end of day 1 right now and feeling really bleh. I just feel like I can't really calm down and get comfortable.
I think part of the problem is this is the last days I'll have off until Thanksgiving day next Thursday, and then I get one day off a week after that until after the holiday boom is gone. I keep thinking I'm "wasting" my time off and not being productive enough, while simultaneously thinking I'm not doing enough to recharge and rest
My comic was supposed to triumphantly return with a redone site and brand new chapter next Tuesday. It... it doesn't really look like I'm going to be able to do that in time exactly
. I still have to recode almost the entire site, including making up new images for different things, not to mention draw up at least two pages to start off the next chapter so that I don't have to worry about it on black Friday weekend when I will probably have about one hour of non-work, non-driving to work, non-prepping for work time.
Part of me wants to beg for fanart so I can have a small buffer. But if I did that I feel like I'd have to at least finish recoding the site so that the fanart would have somewhere nice to sit, lol. Also I really wanted to get a start off on the right foot this chapter regarding update consistency
Adding into this I also want to run shopping errands which always ends with me wasting the day away and then coming home burnt out and cranky.