I guess we really DO need one of these threads...I went back and forth for awhile over whether to post some of this in the happy thread or the unhappy thread...but neither seemed really right, and I'd been the last to post in the Post the Time thread, so I couldn't put it there either (Hell, I'd already edited that post earlier today so that I wouldn't double-post in it). So here's a new thread. Be nice to it...don't kick dirt on it or steal it's lunch money or anything.
My hours have been cut again at work. But I need a break, and really don't think I could handle being around customer/co-worker type people right now anyway...when I get this upset about something, an abundance of people always makes me claustrophobic/trapped/whatever. So instead of wanting my hours back, I feel very 'blah' about it, and am planning on calling unemployment tomorrow to see about their policy on part-time compensation.
I'm writing something right now. A single LJ post that I've been working on all day. It's at the same time making me feel reminiscent in the good way, and upset that what I'm writing about is all over. But then I think about the post I made earlier, and that kinda takes care of both those feelings. Trying to distance myself from the whole thing, and it's actually working at times...instead of crying over something that I've been bawling over for three days, I'm feeling nice and 'apart' from it instead.
I'm exhausted from the writing, and probably need to go sleep, but I don't really feel like it. Might stay up later instead, and continue working.
There was some other stuff I was gonna post on the forums, but I forget what it was...eh, oh well.
I don't have any groceries in the house...but it's 11:00 at night, so I'm not too worried about that.
I just finished my tea, but I'm too lazy to get up and make a new cup.