those arent authors... those are idiots... *snuggle* school is good for me, because i go solely to learn. Not to make friends or compete in sports. *smile* my workloads generally hard and takes up a lot of my time , but it's better than having nothing to do. *huggle*
~lewwy
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*smiles* that'd be the case for me if everyone'd just leave me alone at school...
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
Lewwy, stop lying to yourself! You're a good writer. So there.
It's nice that you like school... I'm lucky enough to have friends and like learning. And Kitsune, just try your best to ignore the jerks, so you can at least get a good education... I know what it's like to have no friends, it's ben that way in the past... but things can get better.
~Sara
It's nice that you like school... I'm lucky enough to have friends and like learning. And Kitsune, just try your best to ignore the jerks, so you can at least get a good education... I know what it's like to have no friends, it's ben that way in the past... but things can get better.
~Sara
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yeah...i think they might....
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
Good. And you can help make it happen.
~Sara
~Sara
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*smiles* we can only hope.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
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Lewellynthedolphin
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*attempts a smile* you can make friends easily kit.. you made friends with us easily enough. just show people who you truely are. *sighs softly* I'm such a friggin jerk.... I dont understand why people actually like me... *flops down* i loathe myself sometimes. how can others stand me? *gets his headphones and goes to curl up and hope to die*
~lewwy, the jerk and eternal pessimist.
~lewwy, the jerk and eternal pessimist.
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
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*pets soothingly* you're not a jerk. and you don't truely wish to die, now do you? I didn't think so...*sings softly*
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
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Lewellynthedolphin
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kit... no.. i dont want to die.. i deserve to... theirs a difference... dying would be the easy way out... the easiest way to understand would to be to go to my lj (eee.livejournal.com/~lewellyn_luc and check the friends page... the last entry in there was by my ex-girlfriend... who i've treated worse than anyone else) *sigh* if you want to see the difference between my moods in a matter of minutes... read my 2 last posts.... i loathe myself... *sigh* samd yes, i am a jerk... I'll spend a few days brooding then return to life as though nothing ever happened.. *sigh*
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
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is she ivory lace?
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
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Lewellynthedolphin
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yes.. though... i'd ppreciate it if no one bugs her in any way... or you'll all see a side of me you cant even imagine... *curls back up, turns up his music and blocks out the light, in an attempt to get something resembling sleep, seeming as he was school in 7 hours*
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
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i wasn't going to...did you think iwas? i was going to say that i hope her aunt and uncle get well soon...and that her heart gets better soon. that's all...
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
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Lewellynthedolphin
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i know you wouldnt, kit. However some people here arent her biggest fans... she hurt me... i've caused her a world of pain i can barely imagine. *sighs softly* i'm not going to be able to sleep. *sigh* best i can do is hope that i might drift off into unawareness. *sigh* damn... why this song? i love it, yet it's so tragic that it aways makes me cry.... *feels thhe tears run down his face*last time i felt like this, i spent 4 hours crying because of this one song... *whimper softly*
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
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*pets* i hope you feel better....sorry i didn't reply sooner...i kinda...uhh...blacked out at my desk...*blushes*
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
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Lewellynthedolphin
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Erm, Kit, that isnt a good thing. *hug* are you alright? I hope your sleeping and getting bettter..... I wouldnt call what i had just then sleep... more like unawareness of anything but the music blaring into my headphones so i doubt it'll be hard to sleep better than me. *snuggles* get better soon Kit,
Sorry about the whole "ah, the worlds coming to an end" depressiveness earlier.... Yeah, i'll sum it up with the words: I suck.
*wanders off to drink coffee and brood on his stupidity*
~lewwy
Sorry about the whole "ah, the worlds coming to an end" depressiveness earlier.... Yeah, i'll sum it up with the words: I suck.
*wanders off to drink coffee and brood on his stupidity*
~lewwy
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"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
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yeah...i'm fine...took some more medicine after i woke up. but i think i'll go back to bed soon...
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
That way the door won't make a sound.
To wish for your own happiness is not selfish, right?
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can.
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up.
The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I become
But you never hold me back, you never did.
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying.
Everyone's wishes can't be granted at once...
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Lewellynthedolphin
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Good idea, *poke* go to bed. *hug* sleep it off.... it'll help.... *sigh* *looks at his room* now i have the fun of figuring out what to wear. ick. shower time very soon.
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
lewellynthedolphin wrote: I'm such a friggin jerk.... I dont understand why people actually like me... *flops down* i loathe myself sometimes. how can others stand me? *gets his headphones and goes to curl up and hope to die*
~lewwy, the jerk and eternal pessimist.
People like you because you are often kind and caring and sweet and funny. It's only sometimes when you get into a depression that you act harshly to others and drive them away. I want to be able to help you, but you have to be open to cheering up... and not push us away. It's really upsetting, sometimes you react in a certain way and I don't know what to say or if I did anything wrong... it's hard to tell if you're upset at us or because of something else. I dunno. I just hope things improve for you, and for those you care for... and I hope you can patch up whatever problems have come about.
~Sara
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When I'm upset it's not directed at any one thing or person. It's more that certain things provoke me into anger. *shrug* at the moment, i'm too tired to care how people view me... atleast i have school to distract me soon... i wish one of my teachers would give me a research assignment.... *flop*
~lewwy
~lewwy
"We danced above a world forgotten, moments cherished even now" (The Crüxshadows - Cassandra)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
"Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt, and it makes me feel alive." (Incubus - Love Hurts)
Well, I hope people realize that... And I hope things get better. *hugs*
~Sara
~Sara
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