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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 1:13 am
by Master killer
how is akari
love is the think some people wake up for in the morning
make people who are suicidel want to live
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:14 am
by Akari_usagi
Akari is hurt...
she doesn't belive in love...
people who want love don't even know what it is...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:20 am
by Struck3xbylightning
I am sorry you feel that way Akari. Love is such a precious thing, rare to find, easy to lose. its funny what people think love is. a friend of mine says he loves his girlfriend. in truth he really only loves what they do together. He has no real feelings for her at all. I wish he could have felt the love I once had.
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:36 am
by Akari_usagi
To me love is an abstract consept. People don't know what love is....they only know lust, which they think is love. They have no notion of love, just attraction...Love is a lie the ancients made up to make us feel better about lust....
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:49 am
by Struck3xbylightning
I dont believe that. truly i dont
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:53 am
by Akari_usagi
...That's fine. I do...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:04 am
by Struck3xbylightning
Love exists on so many levels Akari. Love also has many meanings for different people. Love can be used the wrong way and feelings can be abused to get that. Not all people are like that akari and not all people will use you. to them, what they recognise to be love, isnt. What does love mean to you? when you know what that is, search for it in someone. You may surprise yourself when you find it. Dont tell others what you look for in love. People can use that and agree to get what they want from you.
Its a secret for your soul only, to be shared with someone emotionally ( not told to them)
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:06 am
by Master killer
well i love you and this cant be lust as i havnt seen you
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:17 am
by Akari_usagi
...I can't love anyone if i'm not loved...the only one i care for is my sister, but she's in more pain than i am...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:20 am
by Struck3xbylightning
you wont be able to love anyone until you love yourself. If your sister is in pain can we help in any way?
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:25 am
by Master killer
well love comes from the inside
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:25 am
by Akari_usagi
no...I can't even help...and it hurts...everything does. my whole fucking life hurts. That's why it's gone. That's why they're leaving us...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:26 am
by Master killer
whos leaving you
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:28 am
by Akari_usagi
mum and da...I overheard them talking...they're going to put us back up for adoption...They don't want sissy, and they know I'll never leave her...so they're leaving us...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:32 am
by Master killer
*hugs akari* then they dont deseve you. you are one of the kindest most amazinest well culched plushie giverer outerer i know
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:34 am
by Akari_usagi
It's not me they don't want. It's sissy...but I can't leave her! I don't want to! I'm all she has left...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:36 am
by Master killer
i cant say i know your sissy but if shes anything like you she must be an angle
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 5:40 am
by Struck3xbylightning
did they say that just to hurt your feelings? or do they really mean it?
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 11:04 am
by Akari_usagi
why would they want to hurt my feelings? They didn't even know I was there! I was soppoused to be in bed, but |I couldn't sleep and was going to the kitchen to get some water, and I heard them talking...it's no lie...we're going away somewhere...I just hope wherever we go sissy will be happy...
Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 10:50 pm
by Damned
*huggles Akari* It'll be okay, whatever happens you'll always have us to talk to. *hugs Akari again* Master's right, if Rai-Rai's anything like you, she's an angel and you are the kindest plushie giving, amazing, angelic girl. *nods*