I must say, this past week of being unemployed has been crazy. I'm pissed off that they didn't let me keep my free movie account, and I'm pissed off that I never stole any more movies.
I've been listening to the who non stop, and on the bus and lrt. Listening to them makes me feel like my deep down hate and bitterness is banging on that big double door known as reality-where each power chord pete plays smacks that door and I can see a slim sliver of light appear. Some time soon that damn door is gonna burst open and all hell will break lose.
I haven't started drinking yet, and that's simply because I CANT FUCKING AFFORD TO.
Where once I was grouchy because I got paid shit, now I get paid nothing and that's much fucking worse!@
And what kind of society is this? By all universal rules, where I lose a job another one should be opening up-BUT NO. There are no fucking jobs for me, and unless I wanna wash dishes or work at fucking fast food I have nowhere to go.
Wow, I'm ranting.