VileTerror... Holy cow. Still here. Married? Kids? Please say you have a beergut. Even if you don't, please just say that you do. It would make my universe that much more awesome.
I'm not sure if anyone remembers me, but I used to spend my life here. It was my mania. I used to do a comic even, before a massive upheaval to my life that I never recovered from.
I don't lurk. If I come here to look around, I have to post. I'm still driven that way.
I got to the point that I posted comics about the forums more often than my normal stuff. I thought, “I think I'm just doing a comic about the people who do comics.” That concept fit me.
Because of Keenspace, I “met” a group of people who's influence I cherish. The people I met, typed words to, and read back from.
I'll bet I have the largest collection of actual artist pictures of anyone else. I saved them, because even back then, I had a sense of nostalgia. So if anyone wants to see what Rkolter, or CJBurgundy, or MercuryHat(to name a few) looked like over 12 years ago, I may have to get that stuff up on Imgur. Then again, I accept extortion fees for those who wish to never have those pictures see the light of day again.
I believe I even have those photos of VT AS a gimp mask (not IN one, since apparently that WAS the persona).
I miss people, and don't know whatever happened to them. Yarpsdat (?), Mr. Bob (Star Bored), Ayame Ex Goddess (Newscast),RPin (Alex and Ilia), Grace (Because of Math Class),KensouX (The Fan), Ida (Mechagical Girl Lisa A.N.T.), Codeguy (Quest of the Silly), Sippan (Sippan Serie), FAUB (Fallen Angels Used Books)...
People who were just plain fun to hear from here: KittyKatBlack (I have waaay too many pictures of your avatar. See t-shirt reference below), VileTerror, McDuffies, Ghastly, Jim North, Terotrous (I miss the little blender avatar), Gooblah, DeityPermit, MixedMyth, Yeahduff, Coydog, Shinedog, Dogdog (Okay, I made that one up), Col, Cortland, Lag the Noggin, Soap Committee, Evil Jamie, Komiyan, MariaAndMichelle, Mercury Hat, Joel Fagin, KrisX, Ly, PeppermintAfterlife, Pimpette, ToxicAvenger, Brockway, Turnsky, That guy who got spotted and suddenly stopped doing his comic... Tortelli? Benelli? Minelli? Minestrone?
(If I've omitted anyone it's because I never cared about you. Or forgot. Or never met. It's one of those.)
Oh, and Feru and Momo from Magical Artist Pencil.
After I lost my job/apartment and had to move back to my hometown, I never was able to gain traction again to draw. I wish I did. New ideas come weekly. Oh, wait, I mean weakly.
When Keenspace's name was changed, it made it easier for me to cut away. It was simply a bad naming choice. It's too wordy. Two more days of thought should have been yielding a better name, but “comicgenesis” really sucks fat balls as a domain name. The interface blows as well now. The search feature doesn't' appear to work for finding other people's comics.
Also, tonight I was trying to hit some old comicgenesis comic sites and google pops up with bad site warnings. They need to get this shit fixed. I get redirects to “togizoushi.comicgen.com” from my phone. Or is this an advertiser? Fix it or watch this place die.
What I have been doing is writing humorous erotica. I'd say something like, “don't laugh”, but actually you're supposed to; that's the point of it. Of course, it's under an alias... internet nickname... because I didn't want to soil the good name that “Mr_Ekshin” has... Wow. Why did I use a different nickname again?
I'm realizing I had nothing to really lose. Oh, right... I use “Ekshin” when I sing in my church choir, and they'd think badly of my pseudonym they found out I write stories with naughty words, and people having entirely too much fun with the things that those naughty words indicate. Often and in interesting positions. Sometimes there are space aliens.
So anywho, get this: I am still in touch with Momo from Magical Artist Pencil. We still give each other prods (and humorous pictures) to keep each other writing. That's 14 years later people, and a friendship made from this place was rekindled. Crazy, right?
Well, maybe not after last night. My brother and I went to see “Infinity War”, but it was full, and the next two screenings were also full. So we went to a bar and I drank an IPA that was nummy and 7.3%. Remember those old rants I used to clog this place with? Wow, I sent a massive text to Momo that started with commenting on her hair, and finally ended up with the realization that the industry standard size of doughnut holes hasn't changed since 1948 (It hasn't!). So I'm on a self-imposed time-out for a while, because I think I was a drunken idiot (I tried to read what I wrote this morning, but winced and just couldn't finish it).
When I woke up this morning, I also realized there was a mouse in my room. He keeps tripping my traps but doesn't get caught. I feel like Wile E. Coyote trying to catch that little bastard. I noticed that he chewed a hole in my favorite* clean-up t-shirt that's next to my computer desk (more economical than tissues, and socks aren't absorbent enough). So now I have to either catch him soon, or start leaving food out for him so he'll stop chewing holes in all my jizz encrusted clothes.
Oh, hush you. I have to write this kind of thing so people realize it's really me. It's like a CIA password challenge.
“But is it really him?”
“He's going on about a mouse chewing holes in the shirt he wipes his wiener on. It can ONLY be him.”
In closing, I really miss all you people, and love you, and think of you often (I have the stains to prove it).
P.S. What would Ghastly think of me these days? Would he be proud? I like to think he'd shed a happy tear. I used to be so repressed.
*This statement reaches a whole new level of horrifying when your mind really processes the word, “favorite”.