I confess

Lulujayne · Post by **Lulujayne** » Thu May 17, 2007 8:14 pm

*hugs Reesa-chan*

DmentDStuff · Post by **DmentDStuff** » Thu May 17, 2007 9:48 pm

Reesa-chan wrote:I confess that I was rather tempted to go out and pick up some razor blades today.

...I didn't give in.

*is very proud*
*big teddy-bear hug*
*gives the shadows a stern look... they should know better by now than to mess with me*

Reesa-chan · Post by **Reesa-chan** » Thu May 17, 2007 11:22 pm

*hugs peoples back*

At the very least, it gives me ONE reason to be glad that I'm broke. It's rare that 60 cents starts looking like a fortune.

...I confess that I was supposed to stop by and apply for food stamps at the end of last month and that I have yet to do so.

I also confess that my pride is making it difficult to accept help even when offered.

Sexy_fork · Post by **Sexy_fork** » Fri May 18, 2007 6:07 pm

aw, reesa *hugs*

to put it harshly, though... pride doesn't work on an empty stomach. if you need help, take it. I'd make you dinner, but it would get cold in the mail (btw, have you gotten my letter yet?)

Reesa-chan · Post by **Reesa-chan** » Fri May 18, 2007 6:33 pm

Pride isn't interfering with me accepting help as far as grocery bills go. I'm even willing to accept help when it comes to the gas bill. When one single person is offering to cover the gas AND the internet and has already given me a hundred dollars' worth of gift cards to local grocery stores...we're talking almost $200 worth of stuff in a pretty short time range here, and I have a hard time justifying accepting the money for something like internet bills when I could just cancel internet access and rely on school computers...not to say that some good arguments haven't been made about me having access to support when I'm depressed in the middle of the night, but it's a LOT of money and internet just doesn't seem like something I'd label a "necessity."

...and I'm not saying that I absolutely refuse the help. I just have reservations about accepting all of it from one source. In the ideal world, I'd be able to find a job and manage to earn some money on my own. As things currently stand, pretty much no one's hiring. I'm still looking, though, and opening negotiations with parents for extra funds.

(Oh, and your letter arrived safe and sound. It's sitting right in front of me. I even have some nice pretty stationery to write the response on ^_^)

Churba · Post by **Churba** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 10:50 am

I confess that I've only ever once laughed as hard at saturday night live as I have during Antonio Banderas's "I'm not really a Man!" show opener.

RedMage007 · Post by **RedMage007** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 1:54 pm

I know the debt situation well Reesa. <3

Hang in there long enough and something good will happen.

RedMage007 · Post by **RedMage007** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 2:02 pm

I guess I may as well confess while I'm here.

I confess that I go to chat rooms pretending to be a lesbian.

I confess that I am completely and utterly unable to resist the sexual advances of women. No matter what.

I confess that when I'm lonely I exaggerate drama in my life. Conversely when real problems show up I hide them from people.

I confess I almost went to the hospital after the first (and only) threesome I ever had. Sprained muscles ftw!

I confess that I have cybered with underaged catholic school girls. (Not making this up)

I confess that I am jealous of women for being able to have multiple orgasms effortlessly.

And finally. I confess that like confessing here because almost nobody knows any of this stuff about me.

Reesa-chan · Post by **Reesa-chan** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 2:07 pm

I confess that I haven't written that letter yet >_<

I confess that I honestly don't feel guilty about it given how hectic life has been lately.

I confess that I DID accept that help, and it's been a lifesaver in more ways than one.

I confess that I backslid this weekend.

I confess that I'm terrified about the fact that I'm telling Mom about the SI and stuff tomorrow and I don't know how I'm going to do it.

I confess that it's a conversation that's long past due.

I confess that I have trouble seeing myself alive a year from now.

I confess that the idea doesn't scare me nearly as much as it ought to.

I confess that I may be about to let depression get in the way of one particular money-making scheme.

I confess that I still haven't found a job.

I confess that I wanted to give this post a nice, happy spin to round out all the depressing bits, and all I could come up with was how excited about the new-to-me bike I just got for twenty bucks. One-speed, pedal brakes, rusty, front tire needs pumping, metal basket on the front...I have oil and an air pump, and it runs just fine. Only thing I need to do to turn it into a replica of the bikes from my childhood is paint it and put tassles on the handlebars, maybe streamers in the tires ^_^

YouStoleMyMarbles · Post by **YouStoleMyMarbles** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 2:59 pm

Reesa-chan wrote: *stuff snipped*

I confess that I shall kick your arse tomorrow in every board and card game.

Reesa-chan · Post by **Reesa-chan** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:01 pm

I confess that I shall be extremely ADD and bring my coloring stuff and I shan't care if you do. I'll be too busy doing a billion and one different things.

YouStoleMyMarbles · Post by **YouStoleMyMarbles** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:05 pm

Reesa-chan wrote:I confess that I shall be extremely ADD and bring my coloring stuff and I shan't care if you do. I'll be too busy doing a billion and one different things.

Not if I make you pay attention by taking off the wife's shirt.

Reesa-chan · Post by **Reesa-chan** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:08 pm

I just passed that little plan of yours on to her ^_^

Xnapalmxmorningx · Post by **Xnapalmxmorningx** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:35 pm

I confess that I find it very humorous that often the banner ad at the top of the forum page has something to do with the Church of Latter Day Saints

RedMage007 · Post by **RedMage007** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:38 pm

Curse them. They follow me onto the internets.

Death is too good for them. argh

YouStoleMyMarbles · Post by **YouStoleMyMarbles** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:44 pm

Reesa-chan wrote:I just passed that little plan of yours on to her ^_^

Fine we'll take your top off then.

RedMage007 · Post by **RedMage007** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:52 pm

Screenshots or it never happened. <<.<<

Reesa-chan · Post by **Reesa-chan** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:59 pm

YouStoleMyMarbles wrote:
Reesa-chan wrote:I just passed that little plan of yours on to her ^_^
Fine we'll take your top off then.

Not unless you turn down the AC, you don't. I'm shivering at 85 degrees thanks to the fact that it's been around 95 for some time now, I'm certainly not going without a sweatshirt at 75.

Kittyboymuffin · Post by **Kittyboymuffin** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 4:05 pm

Freerefill · Post by **Freerefill** » Tue Jun 05, 2007 4:32 pm

I love having fur. It makes it so that I can wander aimlessly in 50 degree weather and not flinch, or build snowmen wearing shorts and a t-shirt. The shedding though.. my gods, the shedding..

As for confessions...

I confess that, despite my best attempts in the past year, I have only served to hate myself even more.