by Violentmae on Tue Jul 10, 2001 8:02 am
OK, so I'm afraid of things which seem out of perportion (sp?). Like tall ceilings, ever since I was a kid they have freaked me out. IT's like the opposite of being scared of heights, tall ceilings make it hard for me to breathe, and I can't look up cause I get dizzy. I'm not talking 10 foot ceiling but like 80, or the domes at observatories where they project the light sho, or even IMAX movie screens when the movie isn't playing. When I was a kid I couldn't walk around downtown Chicago normally,I had to walk looking down at my feet cause the tall buildings scared me, I'm over that now though but the ceilings still get me. Or things which just seem too big, like when I stood next to the steam dealy on a cruise ship on the top deck, this long empty deck and then this HUGE gigantic thing poping out of it, I hate that type of stuff. I have no idea where this comes from, but I bet it has something to do with helplessness. I have nightmares about being sucked up to the tall ceiling of a room and being held there by some strange force, it's more the 'force' that scares me than the height. Weird shit I tell you. Oh I also hate being in rooms or anything which is all one colour, afraid of being in the deep ocean and surrounded by fathoms and fathoms of never ending blue.....gives me the fucking chills. Ugh, OK done sharing. <IMG SRC="http://www.keenspace.com/forums/frown.gif">